| Ok so it's been over 6 months. Alot has happened. I have a job. I have a house. I love my job, even though teaching is hard on some days because of the kids. I like my house. I have been so blessed. Christmas and New Years went well. I can't believe it's all over already. My grandpa past away, which I never thought would happen. I've caught up with old friends. I lost a guy who I thought was the one. God has this amazing way though of preparing me for what was to come. Even though Derrick and I broke up, I have been great. God has given me this peace about everything and I am calm. I have more to work on and focus on than everything else. My students are my life and that is what I am going to work on. They are what is most important to me now, and I don't have to be distracted my anyone or anything else. I have great friends that are always there for me. So life is good even though to many it would appear falling apart. God is good. |
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| well i got a job....
woohoo.
found a house to rent.
woohoo.
finished my murals at church.
woohoo.
but i'm left feeling discontent.
i've moved half of my stuff to ashland.
my room has a bed, dresser, and night stand left in it.
it's not my room anymore.
and after next week it will just have a dresser and night stand.
the place i've called home will no longer be home.
i won't have a bed to sleep in when i come home.
you never realize how much it means to have a home until you're about to move...
ugh this is not fun.
but i thought it was supposed to be.
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| Well, I did it.
Yesterday I graduated from AU.
4 years and it's already over.
Unbelievable.
It's been bitter-sweet.
I am definately going to miss AU.
Now let's hope i find a job and pass my praxis.
lol.
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| in 6 days i will have been graduated from AU.
it's finally setting in that I possibly won't be back here...
it's scary and yet exciting all at the same time.
but it's finally setting in, probably because of senior service today at church.
man alive.
i can't believe it....
let's just hope this whole job search thing goes according to God's amazing plan, which duh! it will!
keep me in your prayers...this will be a tough week.
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| If you are out there reading this i need prayers.
I need strength.
I need guidance.
I don't know if I want to teach.
I come home upset...almost everyday...that's not how it should be.
I don't know what I want.
I feel like just working on my art.
I just want to know what I am supposed to do.
I am trying to be patient and listen, but it's hard.
Just pray.
Please pray.
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